As always I was about three shades of bored and lookin' for somethin' to keep me busy till I could get out a stake somethin'. Thats mostly what my days had come down to..boredom, patrollin', sleepin', followed by an excessive amount of more boredom. God man. I can remember the days when nothin' could keep in lock down like this. Of course it also ( Read more... )

My plans these days always end up getting turned upside down, and more often than not it's because I end up getting suckered into... rather OUT OF, my self-loathing broodfests. You know, the ones I plan the second I wake up, the ones where I plan on spending the entire day with a dark cloud over my head feeling sorry for myself ( Read more... )

Everyone seems to be regaining a sense of normalcy, it is comforting to know that there is no more stress on the girls now that Julie is free and happy, something she hasn't been in a long time...if ever. Now I just have to tend to the troubles of Buffy and Dawn, the two girls who have been like daughters to me for a good long while ( Read more... )

Who would have thunk it that Alexander (middle name witheld) Harris would have ever been able to fall in love...or deeply in like with a woman that wasn't a demon, isn't a demon, won't be a demon. I think that I am actually even more lucky that she likes me back. I pondered this as I laid with her in my arms, waking up with her each day..made ( Read more... )

Finally peace, the news ran a story that the verdict was overturned due to new evidance. I don't know how the judge explained it, and I honestly didn't care. All I know is that I was home and in Charles' arms. "I could get used to this" I managed to mutter as I laid there. I could get used to being loved, needed, and wanted ( Read more... )

After our talk and fabulous meal of pizza and cheesy bread Lorne and I got ready to spar. I knew that I had to take it easy on him and to be honest I planned on it, but apparently I didn't need to be as easy...I mean he either had some pent up anger, or he was stronger than he thought ( Read more... )

Life is slowly returning to normal, well as normal as they can be with our lives. Julie has moved in completely with Charles and I have never seen her happier. She has nothing to fear anymore, nothing to hold her back from a life she truly deserves. I couldn't be happier for her ( Read more... )

Well it seems as if things have finally calmed down here. The spell went well and Julie is now home, and happy with Gunn. I have actually never seen her happier, being as I have seen her a lot lately that say a lot. I am just thankful that she didn't have to spend more time in jail and that the spell worked out ( Read more... )

I was a mess, it had been two days since the trial and I haven't seen, nor heard from Leo. I know he is taking what happened to Julie terribly hard, but she is home, doesn't hate him, and immensly happy with herself now. I hear she even told off a store full of people. I mean really Leo is not to blame for what happened, he may be an angel, but ( Read more... )

I had the dream again; The one where I'm holding the gun and my trigger finger is itchy. The same dream had been haunting my sleep for months now, except lately the more I had it, the more twisted it became ( Read more... )