Ok just for those of you who do not know that girls are dumb i want you to be informed that they are... i had been dating this girl for over a month and i would say we started to get pretty serious about each other then out of the blue she just stops talkin to me even tho i know her phone is turned on and i have seen her signed online tell me how ( Read more... )

Before i say what is on my mind be reminded i love my girl and i would never in a million years cheat on her. that being said i cant stop thinkin about my ex i see signs of her in everyone i dont know why she is just someone from my past a past i would like to forget but i cant.... she seems to be everywhere i turn and trust me it is never ( Read more... )

Well it has been a while since ihave wrote in this thingy and i have a few updates to put here...well first of all i have a great girl and yes it is the one i have wrote about before me and her seem to grow closer every day and ilove every bit of it i wouldnt have it any other way...umm well at the club last night there was more drama and to tell ( Read more... )

So me and my girl are still together...i never knew you could feel so much so fast but i do...this is seriously the girl i want to spend the rest of me life with no questions asked...she makes me smile from ear to ear and she loves me better then ihave ever been loved before...she shows me all that is good in the world with just a simple i missed ( Read more... )

Ok to start off the problems lets start like this i got evicted oh ouch it hurts i dont really care honestly the only thing i'm scared of is being too far from a few people but one person in particular...christina, she is a really good friend who i have found that i can turn to in a time of need...alot of people say they are your friends but when ( Read more... )

Last entry i pretty much said screw god but i also asked why he wouldnt send me someone like he sent my ex......well he did the very next day he gave me an angel i'm sorry i ever doubted him..maybe i just had to get angry for him to see i was hurting maybe that is it...well anyways i have met a great girl and we are together now all my friends make ( Read more... )

My tears have run dry but i do not smile yet, i cry silent tears and tears you can not see. I cry out so loud inside i dont know why everyone doesnt hear. they wonder why it has been a year since i have dated i dont know if they truely know. You were my everything, you were my heart and soul, you were the reason for me to be better, now your ( Read more... )

So i havent wrote for a while because everything was great or so i thought but i have realised that i have became a pot head because i want to run from my reality but not anymore i have a better head on my shoulders then that no more running now i'm going to stand up and face the evil that lays in front of me and not forget about the evil in my

Well first i would like to say i'm sorry to my parents...i know i have not been the best child there ever was, that was billy... but i realized after hearing a song, that i have been wrong about life until now the song said "how can you say you are doing your best when you do nothing at all"... well this comment would be completely correct ( Read more... )

so ihave a knew way of thinkin.......i have been sad and depressed for so long and now i just want to say fuck it and move on....before i thought i just wanted someoen but that isnt the case anymore i dont just want someone i want the one the one i can wake up next to every morning and see in there eyes the most beautiful girl in the world so for ( Read more... )