DRAMA!!!!!!!!!! That should be enough said but i'll go ahead and explain the drama well my friend likes two girls and everyday it changes on who she wants to be with though not my problem it kinda is cause one girl i know will take her away from me while the other wont but it is up to her and i love her so whatever she decides is ok with me i just ( Read more... )

Bull shit Bull Shit Bull Shit that is all i can say that is what my life has turned into bull shit and drunks wow got to love college...

Well not much has changed other then i woke up sick i have been getting sick a lot lately and it sucks so now i get to deal with my gf wanting to sleep with a guy which is stressing me out and being sick it sooooo sucks.....on the gf note i dont really know what to do everyone says dump her but they have been saying that for a while though the ( Read more... )

So me and my girlfriend talked today and well it kinda bothered me because of what the convo was about...an open relationship....i dont know what to do about that i mean i love her and there is no one else i mean so what if i have a crush every now and then i'm not acting apon it...then i found out she wants me to sleep with someone else so she can ( Read more... )

Well i havent wrote in a few days everything calmed down for me and well i havent had much to say...i still dont but i thought everyone might want an update...ok feelings that i have now is that some of my friends are starting to ditch me for girls though i understand this it pisses me off at the same time...i have a girl and yes i know she doesnt ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a bad day and today started that way but for some reason for the past week or so sara has been on my mind a lot so today i called her and she actually answered it was only a 15 min convo but it lit up my day like no other.....sara is one of those people i have just naturally bonded with we understand each other and i have an undying ( Read more... )

If you read my last entry which was also today you saw that i was hiding back things the reason i figured out that i was doing that isnt because i didnt want to tell anyone, that is however part of it, but the main reason is that i didnt know what i was feeling which to tell you the truth is worst then feeling pain hurt guilt any of those bad ( Read more... )

Im going through things no one knows about, i'm very good at hiding my feelings but it is starting to feel like i have hid them too long and too much is building up inside of me......My girlfriend who i love very much doesnt even know what is really going on in this head of mine.....it feels like sometimes i just want to like rip my skin off and ( Read more... )

So all day i have been sitting at home missing my girl but me and her got into a fight the other night and i feel terrible about it and yess it was my fault and baby if you read this i'm sorry and i love you.....

I woke up this morning and she was the first thing on my mind. i havent had this feeling of thinkin of someone so much in so long. the thoughts of her voice and her sweet nothings keep pacing through my mind i cant get over how she has this control over me, i dont think she even knows it . The girl could have everything from me and i wouldnt ( Read more... )