Sorry I haven't updated in a while...been really busy ( Read more... )

does anyone read this?

Welp, Friday...what did I do friday...hmm...oh yes, I hung out at the apartment for most of the night then went for a walk with Jamie. After that I went to bed because I had to get up really early ( Read more... )

You have have no idea... =*(

First off...my chest pains are coming back. And they hurt so bad. By the time I got around to asking my boss if I could go home I had to stop periodically to catch my breath. I wish I could get better...I feel like I wanna die...anything to take this pain away ( Read more... )

My total hours of work for the week are 54. wow! that's a lot of work. But a lot of money at the same time so I am happy. Hopefully I get a few more of those before the summer is over. I'm on the schedule to go to hilton head! w00t! And with an awesome crew too. I am on great crews the whole week and...*drumroll*...off SATURDAY once again ( Read more... )

I worked until 7 tonight...blah...that's 11 hours which brings my total this week to around 31 or 32 hours...and I've got 2 more days of work. I was really tired after work too. I don't know why. I guess it's just because I haven't been on a load/unload job since last Tuesday ( Read more... )

It hurts so bad to want something that you can't have especially when you know it could be something so wonderful. It's the worst feeling in the world. And the thought of losing it completely hurts even worse...

I don't know why this came up...just more random thoughts from a troubled mind.

I had a great day yesterday. I went to the barn with Dani at 10...well, she was already there since 8. We hung around there for a while, got lunch, then went back to do some work until about 5. Then we went from there to the grocery store to pick up some food for dinner. When we got back she made hot bbq chicken and cheese sandwiches...mmmm! Then ( Read more... )