its been almost a year since i last wrote.. so all i have to say is...
I miss matu matu I love him dearly... i hurt him.
I wish we could be friends, best friends. because he was the bestest friend id ever had. Maybe one day.. or maybe i will be the crazy bitch ex forever.
who knows.
Lor

A - AVAILABLE?: no.
B - BEST FRIENDS: Em ash and matt m
C - CRUSH: my boyfriend
D- DADS NAME: Joesph
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: ash
F - FAVORITE BAND? Muse
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS: Bears
H - HOMETOWN: Niagara falls NY
I - INSTRUMENT: recprder lol.
K - KIDS: no... but when im married.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: ny to nc
M - MILK FLAVOR? flavor? uhm Chocolate.
N ( Read more... )

1) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(2) Grease
(3) Pirates of the Caribbean
(4) Boondock Saints
(5 ) The Mexican
(6) Fight Club
(7) Starsky and Hutch
() Neverending Story
() Blazing Saddles
() Airplane
( 8) Grease 2

() The Princess Bride
(9) Young Frankenstien
(10) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgundy
(11) Napoleon Dynamite
() Saw
( ) White Noise
(12 ) White Oleander
(13 ( Read more... )

10 Firsts:
- first best friend: Jessica Sedor
- first screename: deepin10sity
- first kiss: Jesse
- first pet: Max
- first piercing: ears
- first crush: Sam Falsetti
- first music: Beattles
- first car: 97 ranger
- first love: Jesse
- first date: Jesse

9 Lasts:
- last cigarette: sept
- last alchoholic drink: last night
- last car ride: today home ( Read more... )

10 Firsts:
- first best friend: Jessica sedor
- first screename: laurmnzr  
- first kiss: Jesse
- first pet: MAx- a girl cat
- first piercing: ear lobes
- first crush: sam falcetti in kindergarten
- first music: kiss 98.5
- first car: ford ranger
- first love: Jesse ellis
- first date: movies with the j word^

9 Lasts:
- last cigarette: end of september
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{x} broke a promise
{x} moved away (wors expierence changed my life)
{x} left the country (canada)
{x} went to a new school (about 4 new highschools)
{x} made new friends
{x} fell in love (yes sr.  and loved every heart wrenching second of it)
{x} lied
{} fell out of love
{x} did something I swore never to do (never doin that again)
{x} cried (all ( Read more... )

She's Gonna Make It Lyrics ( Read more... )

Okay these two songs are not the type of music im even prone to like and they are two different musical styles..
One is
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I havent updated in SO long.  It used to be days and now it seems to be weeks and somtimes months!!!!

well not much has been going on.   and a lot have been at the same time.

I have a boyfriend...its awsome and even better my roomate danas boyfriend his my boyfriends best friend and they are roomates as well in our same apartment complex.  hes an ( Read more... )

my comp crashed. Im on danas.. I love her!!!! :O)