so bored. making mixed tapes.last week i had a baaaad tripp. im never doing acid again. Ever.though i say this about every time i do acid i mean it. acid not cool, im still not right.

I hung out with trees and it was lovely, Ciron was there too.

Damn those stray cats the wonder into your house an scare you half to death! There is this cat named Luna in my hood that wont leave me alone, she is extreamly needy and requires alot of attention. I love her dearly but she needs to knock off the sneaky buisness.

Ah, summer is finally here!wonderful wonderful wonderful. gay pride parade today, they for some reason moved it from broadway to downtown. Personaly i liked it better on broadway, but who knows.

I miss holland. When it snows it looks like a fairy tale and i cant stop myself from smiling, im so sick of the rain. Seattle is a depressing little city, where there is coffee on every cornner to keep you from noticing.

popsicles are the best when you let them sit a few min. before eating them. It makes them slightly melty but still wondefully solid.

Hello everybody im back. Gee, i have missed you. I thought about you everyday i was gone, every little thing reminded me of you, and it was all wonderful.

i am leaving for Istanbul tomarrow morning, i will not be back until the march. i will miss you much and i will bring you many presensts. Though i wish i could take you with me and keep you forever, im so glad to leave you behind.

Will i become much more than a silly old dyke with knick-knacks and buttons? being in love for the sake of being loved back. Sick of the rain, sick of the people. Wishing to leave but affraid of never loving again. Affraid of never loving again what you never truely loved, only became familiar with. Wanting to get as far away as posible from the ( Read more... )

Glad you could make it. Yet another evening to share with you. When the time comes you will see, you will only know when it is too late. I will change before your very eyes. You will soon notice strange happenings, but never questioning them only exepting. Everthing will fall into place and you'll wander, why you never trusted me before. Then you ( Read more... )