so hold my heart and stab it ( Read more... )

i woke up today wondering where i was ( Read more... )

desperation is such a funny thing..it'll cause you to do things you would have never dreamed of doing..it'll cause you to sink lower than you ever could have imagined..it causes you to abandon your previous ideals and values and deprives you of your very meaning..it cause you to lose sight of reality for just simple meaningless fanticies..you put ( Read more... )

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what is this mass confusion?..this crazy way of living..will this emptiness pass or not?..like candy coated waterdrops..spitting out my thoughts..you're spilling out your guts..

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all that's worth dying for is already dead..an empty religion..you've learned to accept..when nothing means everything..a daily routine..you go through the motions ( Read more... )

i wish..

this is what unhappiness is all about..

i'd say that yesterday went pretty well..i was supposed to get up early..go to work..then come home and study like crazy..but..when i got up in the morning i was tired and decided that there would be no working..so..i juss didnt go in..didnt call or anything..instead i went to the whyndom with nat to meet with the special events cooridinator or ( Read more... )

fuck!

things in life are so incredibly temporary..its scary..with change and unpredictability adn uncertainty you lose security..its so funny how permanent things can seem at the moment..each stage of our lives seem as though it'll last forever..whether good or bad..things are just so temporary..through ups and downs..sometimes the lack of permanence is ( Read more... )

i'm really gonna miss this place..