..and all i want to do is hear his voice..

sometimes life is kidna..hhmmm..well it throws some odd and crappy things your way..and that's okay..its life..deal with it and move on..i wish..anyways..i'm in that place again..when life is a cry caused by desperation and pain..really..its hopeful..i promise..i'm hopeful for a new day..i'm hopeful for the opportunity to..well nevermind..i'm ( Read more... )

why?..really..why??

i hate you for never being there..

i'm a bitch/whore to THE MAXX!!!..no doubt..

its not even worth it

Oh why can't I be what you need ( Read more... )

and the bad news juss keeps rollin in..

yay for me..

okay..so its saturday afternoon and here i am sitting alone in brian's room..brian ryan and jonalation are outside trimming trees or something and brit is like baking and cleaning and playing mom i guess..so i'm juss sitting here..thinking..and thinking..thinking about the events of this past week..man did it suck..and the sad part is as crappy as ( Read more... )

..and it always comes down to me..