my weekend..

+dodger game...it was a good one..
+got to fly a plane..
+randy..
+family..man i love those guys..
+jillian's wedding..bitch..but i love her..
+cleaning..
+baby jonah..
+work..
+serious breakthrough with family issues..thank you JESUS!!..
+bought two guitars..
+found out a good friend is having a baby..
+an honestly AMAZING time.. ( Read more... )

catch your breath ( Read more... )

++so an amazing thing has happened the past few days..its amazing to see how things work out..when all seems hopeless..when all seems forgotten and concealed with time..he still has a way of bringing things back to the way they should be..its funny..what's happened has been my prayer since i was a little girl..all the while i thought i hoped and ( Read more... )

i dont think i've learned yet though..i used to hate it when my grandma said that to me, "ukupigao ndio ukufunzao'..'what beats you teaches you'..she used to always tell me her dumb (or so i thought at the time) little swahili proverbs..but this i would have to say was the one i hated the most..i guess cuz even from a young age i understood the ( Read more... )

i let fear control my life..which makes me a pussy..

i love being captivated..

so..i cant go to so cal tomorrow..*tear*

i have alot to say right now..in fact this window has been open for over an hour and a half..all i've done is type and backsapce..i dont know how to say what i want to say..i dont even know if i want to..i dont know if you'd understand..then i realized..its not even like you have to hear it..and it doesnt matter whether you get it..whether you like ( Read more... )

so nat's not coming back to vu next year..i'm sad..today one of my best friends found out she has cancer..today a young couple that holds a very special place in my heart found out that their 4 day old baby has spine and brain problems ( Read more... )

..one day..it'll be sufficient enough for me..one day..i'll actually embrace it instead of running away..and i'll allow it to overtake the mere nothings in my life that i hate..that mean nothing to me..but juss clutter up my day..my space..and my life..one day..it'll be my number one love..passion..and desire..i'm learning how to fall in love with ( Read more... )