Well..it has been 4 wks since Jason last went to the hospital. :) Thanks for all of you who care :) I really appreciate it.

Lately, I keep having trouble sleeping at night b/c I keep having flash backs about the night he was born and the night he turned blue and had to have CPR. Its really breaking me down. I think Im to the point now where I ( Read more... )

So tonight I got a break from everyday life and went with lizz to the orchestra concert. Good job guys! Im acutally jealous b/c I miss being in orchestra. But I sure as hell love being out of high school. I especially love not being around all the stupid ass drama. People have changed way too much! *coughMELISSAcough*

Anyways, I hope you all read ( Read more... )

Well its now been a little over a week since Jason coded on us but he is home and doing well. Im sorry that all I write about is him but he is pretty much my life. I dropped out of college, but its just for now. I will go back but right now Jason needs me so I decided to stay home. Im really glad taht everybody on here seems to being doing good and ( Read more... )

So tonight Jason quit breathing in the car. When his alarm went off I immediately stopped the car and jumped out to see what was wrong. He was blue in the face and was not breathing. I ran inside the race track, b/c thats where we were, and told my mom that Jason was blue. Ricki in the mean time unstrapped him and ripped the car seat out of the car ( Read more... )

Ok let me put it to you guys this way...if anybody starts bitching about how much life sux and shit Im gonna bust a nut. We just got back from Ann Arbor and they pretty much told me that Jason only has less than one year to live. I also found out that only the lower part of his brain stem works. Its not fair, he doesnt deserve to be like this and ( Read more... )

Ok so we ended up not going this weekend but I am leaving to go there right now. This week Jason has stopped breathing in his sleep and his heart rate keeps dropping. Im not sure what is going to happen but Ill try to keep in touch.

ok so check it out,...i hate life right now. I cant fuckin go to college and it sux and Jason has to go to Ann Arbor this weekend so I will not be home. but yeah i dont have too much to say right now so i will update in ann arbor this weekend.

Ok so the protective services thing got dropped b/c they couldnt prove that we are unfit parents. So far so good with Jason being home but it seems like he's been struggling a bit with his breathing. The doctors have suggested a tracheotomy but from what I have looked up and read and heard about it...I dont like it. I dunno, me and Ricki have to ( Read more... )

JASON IS HOME!!!!!! Hopefully this time nothing will go wrong ( Read more... )

ok so Ricki and I had a conference about Jason with the doctors today. They more or less just told me that he will never get any better and he'll be lucky to make it a year or so. Right now they are expecting us to make life long decisions and its just too much to handle. Im really sorry to those of you who have called and I havent been able to ( Read more... )