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change forever
I worked so hard at the gym today. I was so proud. then I came home and ate.
fawk
im going to be fat forever
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gym rat
Well I got sick put me down for a couple days but some how I didn't mess up my eating too bad. I feel so huge and gross the last two days. Just when I was starting to feel good about my self. today I am going t kick my ass at the gym. I am going to sweat my ass off, and hopfully my thighs, and stomach too! cardio cardio cardio and more cardio.
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Couch potato
Gosh darn sickness. I've been on the couch all day. Missed my work out. Arg ( Read more... ) -
death
ugh. cough, runny nose, head is all plugged up. no gym for me today and im pretty upset about it. so far, on the couch with my puppy girl watching saved by the bell.
big plans for today.taking the hottest shower possible
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Let the music carry you away...
After not really eating for two days I feel great. Inside. I can't remember the last time I felt this thin, this skinny. This....
perfect.
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Think thin
So I'm supposed to be trying to be healthy. And feeling good about myself. Well let me tell you. I drank a protein drink at 9am with fat free milk, and one cup of broccoli and 1oz of chicken tenderloin for dinner at 6:30pm. And I have not felt this well in a long long time. Hunger groans. I feel thin. Almost skinny. Almost being key. I even have my ( Read more... ) -
Happy pill
Well I saw a dr for my ed. Prozac and I have been friends for 2 days now. Apparently it's going to take a few weeks before it starts working. I also have to go see a psychologist Monday. I feel dumb. Stupid. On Prozac. Going to talk about my problems with a stranger. Why cant I just be normal ( Read more... ) -
Fawk
Well I dropped two pounds.
Two fucking pounds. That's it.
I couldnt be more upset. My trainer ensures me it's great. Jokes on him. Then to top it all off I came home and fucking drank and binged. God damn it. Why must I fuck everything up. -
gym gym
here I go.
Off to the gym. weigh in day. hella nervous