i've become very paranoid lately. i suppose people influence me more than i think they do and so that makes me think i'm easily manipulated. i think i've also become kinda dependent. i've never had a good group of friend where i felt like they would always be there for me and even my family has never always been there for me. i remember once ( Read more... )

3 dozen roses

well let's start our story just after the 3:20 bell... things hadn't been very pleasant between me and him. then he comes up behind me while i'm at my locker and gives me the worlds biggest wedgie. ya so you'd think he'd stop pulling once my underwear was out of my pants but no. he continues to pull and pick me up. i had been screaming for him to ( Read more... )

i wish i had more friends that i connected with. i feel lucky to have friends like jennifer, but that's just one. i want more; i'm afraid i'm going to blab her ear off. and i think robby is getting tired of me. i just have this really bad feeling. i kinda told him i was freaking out andhe hasn't reassured me, but he usually doesn't. but he usually ( Read more... )

you would think i would glad and happy that i've been excepted to GA southern and oxford. but right now i'm reallly cranky. everybody beat me in smash brothers including two people who really suck. they just pick the character that fly and let me simply fall off the levels while i'm trying to chase them out of the air. all robby would do is mock me ( Read more... )

LET'S PLAY! here's how! using the knowledge you know about Becky make a prediction of what you think Becky would be good at when she's out of college. Let's meet our players ( Read more... )

i think most of my close friends (which is about 2 but i think only one really knows a lot about it) know i've got an obession with trying to be perfect. or at least had or still have i'm not sure. i try to make everyone happy and i try to make like things aren't so bad when they are. so that part of the obsession doesn't seem so bad? well there's ( Read more... )

i wouldnn't have stayed up later to write a meaningful entry but i'm tired and i'm out of bugles and stuff to eat. it wouldn't been along the lines of i feel alone and not so excepted. i just kinda look around and see all tese peopel who have had their liftime best friends and here i am all by myself. i know i have robby and that crew (they care ( Read more... )

so ya we sucked. we were so sure that we'd get into finals since we're soo much better than last year. (last year we were 3rd coming out of prelims) coming out of prelims we were 15th and that got us into the challenge cup NOT finals. (top 14 go to finals) luckily the 2nd day we did much better in the loser cup and won it. however i got smashed in ( Read more... )