Interview tomorrow... I feel like I should be more excited than I am.  I can't believe I'm thinking about being picky when I'm making little more than minimum wage.  

i had a fantastic talk with jenn and terry tonight after we went out walking and watched the movie memento.  we were trying to sort through everything that had happened in the movie and got into some tangent about how we form and more importantly, KEEP, memories ( Read more... )

that it's a million times harder to tell someone who you're really close to when something's wrong or you're not cool with their behavior/decisions than someone you hardly know?  or this problem just mine? 

I. Am. Stoked.  I've finally got a sub job.  Sure it's only one day, but it's a start. 

can't seem to stop worrying about molls and whether or not she's going to be alright.  apparently they've sent her home now, but with a heart monitor that has to be checked every other day.  really makes me wish i was there to take care of her.  it's really hard to focus on life when you're worried about someone you love.

won't stop aching.  it's been almost a week, nonstop, of this.  hopefully acupuncture will work, b/c i'm about to the point where i'd agree to give up my first born to make this go away... that is if there was any potential for that scenario to even work. =)

yesterday i was walking to work, sulking a bit because i didn't want to be on my way to another unfufulling, minimum wage job, that i don't particularly care for, when i had a realization ( Read more... )

It's finally starting to feel like autumn, and I couldn't be happier.  Yesterday, I wore a hat for the first time, could see my breath in the morning sun as I walked to work, got to sit outside and enjoy the sunshine while I read my book, made a blackberry apple crisp with some berries from our backyard, and came home and found the animals hanging ( Read more... )

1. a way to make a little more time for myself each day,
2. why boys are so complicated, and
3. if it's possible for my bus to be on time.   

 the last few weeks have been incredibly stressful.  between mom's surgery, the move, and realizing how difficult it is to move across the country with no job and no money, i've been pretty much stretched to the limit.  i've broken down to tears multiple times and been on the verge of snapping a few as well ( Read more... )