i want to be happy.

i want so feel a sense of accomplishment.

these things aren't out of my reach, i just have to find strength to stretch my arms towards them.

where am i going to find that strength?

...sleep josh,  just sleep

i enjoyed my holiday, but

how

was

YOUR

holiday?

dear you,

it's been a few days since i last wrote in here. i've been kind of occupied with people and other activities. on friday i went to a party with haley at chris' house. it was chris' after prom party. he wanted me to come over b/c me and him kinda had a little...fight, i guess? anyways, he wanted to make amends, get back to friends. so that ( Read more... )

mom: "josh, whats a hobo?"
me: "are you serious?"
mom: "well, not really..ya"
me: "its a homeless person"
mom: "nothin else tho? liek..whats the difference between a hobo and a homeless person?"         me: "there isnt one. thats like sayign whats the difference between a cop and a police officer?"

mom: "oh ok, so they're synonyms."                     ( Read more... )

krippy and beer are sweet

today has been a pretty good day so far.

i woke up at 1 something and got on the computer for a little. then me and my dad decided to change the oil in our cars and so i had to go up to Discount Auto Parts and get some oil and a filter. got back home and the fun began. after all that jazz my dad hadnt gotten all the 'car-fixin' outta his system ( Read more... )

imagine youself in this situation...

i decided to go to Panera and get some lunch and bring it back home to eat while doing some of my Writing Comp. homework.  so i do that, get back home and go to my backyard to sit at the picnic table. maybe 10 minutes into my lunch/homework session, my mom comes out and says " hey! that was a good idea! having a ( Read more... )

when lyrics become your life...

...your love has seen the last of any light

cry like theres no fucking tomorrow

i believe tonight is the 3rd night that me and haley have hung out and not had to discuss anything of serious matter. we just joke, toke, soak, and poke.

...

perhaps i am in the process of reviving a dead man who holds the cure for this cancer.

we have found 2 possible therapists ( Read more... )

ok. i feel just a little .. stupid, i guess.

i thought maybe i could plant a seed and get a plant or something of the sort from it. i guess i did, but its more like a weed. time to get out the gardening scissors.

sit back and pretend to enjoy your ride sir.