ok. MYLIFE. is like, what.the.fuck. tonight i'm soo fuckin like, losing it. not necessarily in an angry, or depressed manner (as i sadly enuf, usually succomb to) but more a chaotically manner of ..i guess you'd say hopelessness. i went over to my friends house tonight. and me being the slut i know i am. or appear to be(in actuality, if i looked at ( Read more... )

i feel like my life is missing something. the past few days i've just been laying around the house (cuz i was too fucked up off my pain pills to do anything else)which gave me a lot of time to toss thoughts around in my mind. whether or not Wicker Park and The Notebook had anything to do with it, i dont know, but i've been feeling like i miss ( Read more... )

ok. so you are willing to throw 3 years away. fine by me. but know this: i will not be letting you come back into my life. i've seen that you have no spine and i'm sorry to see that. you are trying to turn people against me and i slowly see it working. all i have for you is the finger. fuck you dude. fuck you.

I GET MY WISDOM TEETH OUT TOMORROW. COME TO MY HOUSE AND SHOW ME WHO REALLY CARES ( Read more... )

i just got home from the beach with erica, laura, russ, and josh. i definately felt un needed the whole time, and to top it off i got a goodbye from no one but this guy russ that i met for the first time tonight. everyone else just got out of the car and walked upstairs to go to bed. thanks guys, preciate that one. so i left on a good note. my dad ( Read more... )

i'm getting tired of sleeping in this late. i feel like a waste.
but of course i dont have enough (insert word here) to make myself start waking up earlier. anyway. so now i've woken up and i have to go to work in just shy of an hour. fucking sweet.

on friday i get my wisdom teeth out. i expect to have my doorbell ringing off the ying yang.

ok so last nite i took things to far to fast and passed out by 10. so much shit went down, its not even funny. i think i speak for everyone when i say "last night was crazy like whoa". damn. i hope everyone is ok. i'm recovering still. i got the night off cuz i been throwin up ( Read more... )

shit dude. i got so hiiigh last night. i woke up like 40min ago and i still feel it. dizzy dizzum dang. i got laura's party tonight, no one to attend it with tho. i think i mite jsut meet up with laura and erica before it. k well if your going, whoever you are, i'll see you there.

i just woke up. and i dont want to be awake. but i'm gnna go to the mall. i'll shop for a pink tie to wear to laura's party. then i will think about buying a FATA cd and probably do it. then i will come back home ( Read more... )

life. heh, what a fuckin rip