( be my savior and i'll be your downfall. )

it's been so long since i've had anything to say on here. it seems like i like to keep this journal only for the nights where i feel so inspired that i could burst. i guess tonight is just one of those nights where all i want to do is sit down with candles all around and pour out my heart to someone who cares. of course tonight is just about the ( Read more... )

( For Good Lyrics. )

maybe i'll write self-help books.

and suddenly a story filled her head, and out of her mouth poured a tale of how monsters were really just the ugly ducklings of their families who never turned into the beautiful swans. her eyes were filled with fascination as she told us a story she had not yet heard. the devil was only consumed by jealousy and we should have no fear of him, he' ( Read more... )

sometimes it's all the little things that make you miss the "big picture" ... yet again if you concentrate too much on the small aspects of life, you are setting yourself up to be trampled on by never seeing the obstacles heading straight for you.

i hung out with jenny yesterday. it was so ... normal, it seemed. it didn't feel weird at all, just walking into her house and screaming at her that we were there... and because it felt so normal, it was weird. ...does that make sense? it was weird because it WASN'T weird.

after we dropped them off at jenny's, we all screwed around outside. ( Read more... )

i've changed SO MUCH.

..who would've thought that i would've ever gotten into musicals?  i've always thought i hated them... my mom is in love with them... and i guess i just didn't like going to a movie and getting a musical... yuh know?  ... it's like i never understood it until now.  i really can't explain it.  i wanna watch Rent now, though.  ( Read more... )

i can't concentrate on anything today. school-wise at least. in first period i tuned out the teacher and wrote tyler the entire period. during 2nd & 3rd i read the book i've had of tyler's, Give a Boy a Gun, and it was actually pretty good. and now i'm supposed to be looking up some jobs in california but i'm not good at this stuff and it's so ( Read more... )

i wish someone was online. i feel like talking to someone.

so yesterday and today i've basically been using up all my black ink so i can finally print out all these freaking conversations//emails that i've had on my computer since like.. freshman year until now. it's amazing going back through all this stuff, but it makes me really nostalgic about ( Read more... )