Whats a girl to do?
Perfect relationship? Thought So. Now Bleh Now...

Oh Damn Im going to the mall with chelsea we'll discuss this later.

At This Point...I DONT GIVE A FLYING RAT'S ASS WHO READS THIS ( Read more... )

Its been four months almost ( Read more... )

Voice 1: I really don't love him ( Read more... )

Is anybody listening?
Can they hear me when I call?
I'm shooting signals in the air
'Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening...listening?

I've been stranded here and I'm miles away
Making signals hoping they'd save me
I lock myself inside these walls
'Cause out there I'm always wrong
I don't think I' ( Read more... )

There i go again Tumbling down the rabbit hole.
Into a Wonderland of Black and Grey, Looking for the White Rabbit
Nothing is what is is and Everything is what it shouldnt
Voices in my constantly contridicing everything Im feeling.
Unfimilar People, Dull feelings.
and I'm Afraid I can't explain myself, for I am not myself.
But is my wonderland my Reality
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MiniKidVicious17: I just relate it to that as...well...
MiniKidVicious17: Like everything that should be isnt, and everything that isnt..Is? Ya see? Because I feel like Im in a unfimilar place, with un fimilar people.
MiniKidVicious17: where everything is dull, confusing, and nonsense.
The Healer87: yeah well
The Healer87: until you make the pieces ( Read more... )

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Im really sick of fighting with myself.
I'd really like to be convinced Im a chicken egg again.
Nuff said.
Eggs a funny word

I went to the doctor today and tehy started me on some medication. So far no such luck. I still feel insane. To the point, im scared for my life if we'r ebeing honest. Im pulling away farther bloicking the one person who i know loves me and wants me to help out. The worst thing was seeing him cry and having no feeling about it honestly ( Read more... )