So from any of the entries people would assume There Sam goes again having axiety attacks. and Yes it true. They started again almost as soon as they had stopped. They've grown worse over the past week gone untreated. Monday I left school because it was all happening again, I felt like I was being smothered the thoughts came and I wanted to scream ( Read more... )

Sam groaned as the weight of the bed shifted moving her from her cozy bundle of blankets. She forced her eyes open to see Ryne making his way into the bathroom. She groaned glancing at the clock it read 4 in the morning. She sighed hearing him turn on the faucet and tried to force her eyes make together so she could sleep. She didn’t want to be ( Read more... )

and Mine well right now is the art of being pissed off at men ( Read more... )

Ryne and I walked through the back door, the house was on the dark side it was probably about six thirty. I opened the door to my room and threw my purse on the bed, there it was my heart started pounding the walls were closing in "This shouldnt be happening ive got the meds. This is why it wants to happen my mind wants it to happen but the pills ( Read more... )

"I sigh, here it comes again, my heart starts pounding in my chest and i find it a must to start shaking my leg or my hands anything to move. Then the suffication  like im in a small room, i start sucking in air quickly trying to get enough. It feels like Im being crushed like a giant weights on my chest.  I'm scared, horrified even i flip around ( Read more... )

So Ive gone crazy in my own mind. Its like all the links in my brain got jumble fucked and i had no idea what to do with them ( Read more... )

Well things havent been any dffierent than normal. Still hate Empire Highschool
Classes Hated
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Chem. With mrs. Rhodes.
 Why? because shes just annoying, uncomfortable, and she never laughs. She wears no make up and her eyes are to big.

Interior Design
 Why? Because mrs. fat fuck is annoying treats us like children. and its a class full of ( Read more... )

The past week has been amazing excluding the first day of school ( Read more... )

So Basically saturday I went to see Rat-Yeah that movie with Ryne. Then we got some food, yum. walked around went back to his house Fooled around cuddled and little, faught. Yeah Ill tell you not our shining moments. But All is well now ( Read more... )

Today was Pretty Lame. I couldnt get my liscense because apparently now you have to make appointments. So Tuesday I have one. Oh well as long as I get it right? After that it was about two. I talked to ryne for a little bit and fell asleep. Went to Carls Jr. with larry that took me up till about 8 Sat around till about 8:30 talked to Ryne again for ( Read more... )