sammie3464: Hmmm Rip my heart out and put it in a jar so you cant break it. Send it away you dont have to use priority Mail its already cracked and brusied like a rose made of glass......What now..?
KRWright13: And glass can not simply be put back together so life as it now hangs by a thead than only you can keep from snapping? I dont know honestly ( Read more... )

So I have to get up early and go to get my Liscense tomarrow or atleast atempt to.
Better late than never i guess.
Today has been kind of lame. I woke up in extreme amout of pain and had only had a few hours of sleep I'm running on about 3 hours right now.
I talked to chelsea for like Two and half hours then did my chores.
Talk to Ryne for a little ( Read more... )

My Tarot cards
how you feel about yourself now (The Moon)

You feel confused, vulnerable and full of doubts, however, all is not as it seems. Feel the fear and do it anyway, because all will turn out well. Expect the new and unexpected into your life. Your turbulent emotions are muddying the waters so step back and try to find clarity of mind, ( Read more... )

As I sit here at 4:30 in the morning listening to the Jazz music to the intro to Sex and The City. I've realized how repeative my life has become and how unconfortable i am with it ( Read more... )

Alright, So. Ive been depressed out the ass lately from a number of things. I need to get my shit together honestly ( Read more... )

this is about a fuckin lame as ever.
I've gone from about Angry about everything to crying over everything.
WTF is wrong with me I'm completely emotionally attached to my boyfirend, or just feeling plain damn clingy.
I feel lonely and depressed.
WHO FUCKING KNOWS.

From The day I was born my life has never been normal, Not that I'm saying that most peoples are. But Mine deffiently not. 7 months,Pain In the ass, Slept all day cried all Night. No daddy. and from that moment On I've never really had any stability. Mom had boyfriends who came and went, Now Married to man I can hardly stand, Sometimes he hates me ( Read more... )

I just had the worst dream in the world, and apparently it was bad enough for me to you know have to write a 5 o clock ELjay Post about. I dont know In the dream Ryne basically broke up with me and and and.....I dont know....It seemed so real that i didnt even fuckin cry. I tried to call him (in the dream) and he wouldnt answer. He told me to fuck ( Read more... )

Tonight everyone just seems to be saying the wrong thing. Maybe I'm being sensitive. Maybe Its just how I feel I could blame it on PMS all I want but how do I know just ya' know its not just how I feel ( Read more... )

Soo Today. I had Drivers Ed finals, and Bio finals. I got a B on Drivers Ed and an A in Bio. SO I passed both of those classes. Score. Tomarrow I have Spanish Piece of cake. and Fitness which I already did ( Read more... )