As i was gathering all my scattered notes from student teaching,  I started to ponder my memory and clarity of the past.  It came to me that, without any true documentation or organization, everything just tends to blur together ( Read more... )

i know this is stupid and i shouldnt let my emotions overcome me, but i've been feeling so alone lately. and the worst thing in the world is feeling alone when you're surrounded by people, i mean, it makes no sense at all, but at the same time, it does ( Read more... )

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i'm not a greedy person, i don't need much in life and i want even less....but the things i do want and need are important and have a lot of meaning to me...and so when i truly know that i want something it has to be the perfect version of it in my eyes...and i know perfect is a conditional word, and my parfect is probably far from others, but it's ( Read more... )

so it's weird but recently i've had this pain in my back right shoulder blade. it's like excruciating, especially when i work out. and it even starts to hurt so bad that sometimes i can feel it in my right rib/boob area, coming through. it's really odd. i'm assuming it's just a knot from sleeping weird on my side, but i don't know. maybe i ( Read more... )

for once in my life, im gonna try to keep track of my spendings ( Read more... )

i'm sick of waiting for my life to happen.....

but i dont want it to start alone.....but i guess i should suck it up and stop being a baby....

waiting is overrated.

done.

sometimes i feel like i talk a lot but i don't say much.

what is it about a new year that's so moving? is it just a reason to party? i mean, why don't we celebrate new months then ( Read more... )