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Farewell, Livejournal
I had to let this journal go. There was too much hurt and pain in it that lingered whenever I would try to write. Which is strange, because I would be so happy. I suppose the bad nostalgia just kept reminding me of the past year and really, that's only for me to contemplate. I'm ready to move on and enjoy life, whether others want to do so is up to ( Read more... ) -
Mom
I've been really into 90s pop lately, it reminds me of my childhood. Growing up all over southern California, hands outside the car window while my mom and I sang off-key to Gin Blossoms, Blind Melons, Counting Crows, etc.
I am happy to be spending time with my mother lately.
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What is it in my nature that I give so much of myself with whatever I do and with whomever I see? I am so tired of feeling like I am just giving myself away. I used to be so guarded. What happened?
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Tomorrow is my tour around Concorde, the school in San Bernardino that I'm checking out for respiratory therapy. I'm excited, I hope it goes well! I am so hoping to go to school soon, so so hoping.
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Sometimes I wonder-
The way I am, should I really be putting so much into someone else? Can I trust myself to cohabitate with someone I am in a relationship with? To travel with? To think that there is someone out there that can just erase these questions, well, that is naive. They will always be thoughts, the thing is- which is better? Is it better ( Read more... ) -
Why?
Why are all these Russians adding me on LJ? I am much confused.
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I've been doing pretty alright lately. I got a seasonal job at Edible Arrangements, which might be solid after Valentine's Day, and I've been busying myself around the house, taking care of neglected projects left behind so long ago. I'm trying to make myself busy so that I don't feel shitty by the end of the day. I wake up around 5, walk about 4-5 ( Read more... ) -
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I used to write so much in this journal, but life happens.