i've committed, i said it myself, no vagueness about it. what does this mean? i can't count off his endless merits in delight, yet i know i need him. things without him were terrible. is this fair? to me? to him? i can't turn that ring around, that's so much more than a label. did i do the right thing? he doesn't understand me, i hardly understand ( Read more... )

right now right here life is what i want and need.

his touch is serrated and his eyes are like searchlights but the smile he offers on the commencement of mischief makes everything settle.

my self esteem's a farce

trying to push him away hurts

she is no good for me

his letters are time bombs

your sentiments are baseless

i wish she believed what i said

the thought of him with her
makes me want to vomit

i hate him for what he said

he's the only one i trust

she's the only one i care about

what is going to happen to my life?

since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;

wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world

my blood approves,
and kisses are a far better fate
than wisdom

+ jeff buckley has made my days llena de paz. i thank dear adrienne for the contribution of this magical music ( Read more... )

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HOLY SHIT I HATE BOYS

hippy boys trump hotness

i have a no eating for a week, cigarette smoking crush. nix my boy theory.

hum, who really does lj anymore really? all well, i am now cos i feel so inclined ( Read more... )