all i want to listen to lately is taking back sunday, does that make me lame?

i have a monroe, does that make me a poser?

i want a new boy, does that make me weak?

i have a new job at a bookstore, does that make me an intellectual?

i can't keep up with school, does that make me unmotivated?

these days have been hard. breaking up with Stefano and the things that followed hurt and flooded too many hours with wrenching, hidden tears. but i was getting over that, my being was delicate but stable, my stability came from pushing naseious issues to the very corner of my mind. then something happened that cause it all to come crashing down ( Read more... )

these past few days have been interesting. i break up with my boyfriend, no more than 5 minutes go by before my best friend gets him on the rebound. now if you are a relatively normal functioning human being, this might upset you, as it did me. i might have understood if the boy in question might have told me about it, but this did not happen. this ( Read more... )

so i'm getting a new car, hooray!! it's a lovely little neon, a standard, but i can handle it. it saves gas after all. my dad was in my old car in worcester today and it broke down hardcore. while he was waiting for AAA, he got various offers from hookers. "i told them i was waiting for a tow truck, they moved on. you know, they're business women ( Read more... )

so now i AM 18. it's old. all well ( Read more... )

holy hell, i'm going to be 18 in 66 days, i'm ascared :(

art all state was fun, we made an unexpected camera obscura and you would have been as excited as i was.

stefano d'amico is a government conspiracy to steal my heart.

I think it all started in chemistry. It's what happens when i think too much. Everything was relatively fine, then Heather and Erin came in to chem and were talking to Mike. And i was thinking about the rift between Heather and Kayla, and how Heather and Meg and Erin are on the anti-Kayla campaign. It really bummed me out for some reason. It ( Read more... )

WHAT?!?!! ENGLAND IN 3 DAYS?!?! great scott what have i gotten myself into? all well, it's gonna be amazing. The Hives AND the Queen musical?? that's nuts, plus english boys and the London music scene, someone wake me up. also, it may sound lame, but i'm gonna miss little old Hopedale and its splendid inhabitants. <3 ( Read more... )

wow so if the last month hasn't been the most hectic thing of my life. my grades went down the tubes so hardcore and it's extremely difficult to maintain two separate lives and have people accept how i am now but i've been doing the best i can, plus i feel like things are sliding back to eighth grade again and that sends me into a panic cos eighth ( Read more... )