Felbatol.  .5 a pill once a day
5-16-08

So far there seems to be no Ill effects, Granted erik cannot tell us whats bothering him on the inside, yet on the outside his color has seemed to improve.   I have noticed that he has become really upset in the afternoons after taking this new medicine.   His demeanor has improved or rather it has slowed him ( Read more... )

besides being short tempered and a slight bit sick. I suppose all has went well.   Just the mood swings are starting to be a problem ( for me anyway )

I am just not into this ...   another day

Downtrodden would be a good way to put it.  I have just had alot of weird thoughts going in and out of my mind at the speed of light!  I suppose you could say that I am just tired of being tired.  I've thought of death a few times, thought about ending my own life on a few occasions.   Yes, I know thats a shitty way to think.  Rest assured I have ( Read more... )

I don't really know if you would call what I have a family or not.    Yet, it counts to me!!   I started taken these damn Hep c treatments and i feel like utter shit..  Honestly I haven't done anything , and I mean anything since last thursday.  Yet, I have this wonderful women who hasn't said anything about my laying around and "sleeping all the ( Read more... )

Anyway,  food.   what is it about food that make people crazy and demanding.  I dont want that I want this?   Granted its called choice. but damnit sometimes just take whats offered...  Don;t even grab my slat and pepper shakers..  I fixed it how I wanted it and damn it you'll eat it the way I told you, your gonna eat it ..   so stop it now and ( Read more... )

Doctors,   we need them but i can't stand them.   Hurry up and do this, but we'll have to wait just a little longer.  typical ( Read more... )

It never fails!!  if its not one thing its something else...   Turns out i have to pick up trash for this wonderful county now....  I have already paid my fines.   served my time  ect. ect.  now i have to pick up more fucking trash.  its never enough....   I wonder whos getting paid for my labors now ?   sure isn't me....   It seems like if they ( Read more... )

As you can tell its been a good bit since i have been at the idiot box.  Spilling my guts or feelings for all of cyberspace to read ponder and maybe even laugh at...  I have had alot of time to do a bunch of soul searching and mind clearing if you would want to call it that.   I spent another six months in jail for stupidity .   Well, really being ( Read more... )

I must say i had a shitty day at work fell through a celling oh well 2 1/2 inch pipe is heavy ... and i am a big dude. to give you and idea most housing water pipes are 1/2 to 3/4inch so you can imagine the mess I made.. its like here i am that there i go pipe and all.. its quite funny not but not at the time it happened ( Read more... )

Its been quite sometime since I have had the frame of mind to sit down and type in this magical white box thats suppose to take all my cares away without another thought. Yet it takes many and mnay thoughts to write in this godforsaken box ( Read more... )