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Time well spent.
I had a very good eveing, yet i have stumbled into a problem. I have met a pair of sisters and both of them seem to have some interest. so hows is one to pull this off without cause any distemperment? I like them both as friends and there good people which are hard to find.
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Ahh.
It seems my world is spining out of contorl once again. I get so sick of everything just fucking up. Apparently my staying away from home for the last week didnt help matters much either, there was just alot shit i needed help with and didnt really have anyone to turn too. It seems someone close to me has decided not to Help others anymore. ( Read more... ) -
Oh well.
Do you ever get tired of being alone? I do, maybe I am just lonely from the holidays. It seems like everytime i turn my head one way then another all i see is happy couples or happy people. I am tired of being by myself. I would love to roll over in the morning and see this beautiful face of a woman I could call mine.. Someone to share my ( Read more... ) -
Just another pointless day.!
I am so fucking tired of working and breaking my back. Really, for one I dont get paid near enough for what i do. My back is in a constant strain and hurts like hell all fucking day. I know why dont i quit? Fuck i wish it was that easy, besides i dont know the meaning of the word!! I've worked Hard since i have been able too and most of the ( Read more... ) -
no sex for me! *pout*
Ello, Its been couple of days since I have last updated this thing. I have just been busy working and such. Have you ever felt Like No matter what you do, YOu just can't get a head with anything you do. It seems that I am slipping down the slippery slope once again. Yet, I havent used in sometime, its just a mental issue. They are ( Read more... ) -
Well I did it .
Yeah I talked about it . and talked about it.. but I finally went and did it.. I had my cock periced. straight though the head and out the bottom.. Hurt like Hell . but its not so bad now.. if it would stop throbbing.. Anyway No sex. for me for like 4 weeks. Nevertheless I am use to not having it when i want it anyway... Shit happens ( Read more... ) -
sorry its been a bit
Its been awhile. Anyway, I have been really busy and I have not have the time to devote to this journal. Which apparently eveyrone reads. Some people even have mistruded the idea that I am crazy or a tad off balance in my head, to all of the people listed above that fits the bill. FUCK YOU. Why the hell would it matter? If I am abit off my ( Read more... ) -
A morbid Reality
Its been a long, Long night. It happens that the thoughts of traice of creeped back in to my brain. I just feel like its all my fault. Maybe it was,Maybw it wasn;t. All I can remember after 6 years of unease in my thoughts and dreams all i can see is the splatter brain fragments sliding down the wall and me screaming and crying and trying ( Read more... ) -
Contd'
Sorry, Phone call.. Cant hear on my phone with the Comp on ( POS PHONE ) Anyway, I wouldn't go to the extreme and say she gave it back. I still feel the same just pulling back a bit till things settle down and I get some help. I dont know what i expected; Really, Lauren has helped me alot theres no need for a detailed list but it is rather long ( Read more... ) -
Its was an Odd Weekend
The drive up was good, I made good time and didnt have anybreak downs. Cant say the same for the trip home.. It appears that I was brokedown before I left. every few hundred miles something else would break.. Never was it the same damn thing always something different... If i didnt know better I would swear something took over my truck and ( Read more... )