holy crap i forgot i had a livejournal.....yep, still boring as hell.

well, im deployed again.still engaged.

ill update in another six months.

yeah im back in georgia, well Ft. Benning anyways....the worst place on earth. Ranger School is my visit this time, and 10 week course if you include pre-ranger, which will take me from benning to north georgia, to florida, all in the hottest part of the year.why? its a leadership school.....dont ever let me hear that going to ranger school makes ( Read more... )

Lil Johnny wants "Big Guns" to leave his girl alone
and Lil'Johnny wants his ring
he can dance like all the dancers
but his fists will make you sing

yeah some people have resurfaced in my life, and some new ones have come along, but either way they pissed me off.....now what to do about it? any suggestions?

man do i miss her, my heart flutters every time i hear her voice on the phone or read a letter. but yet it aches at the same time ( Read more... )

" if you dont live for something, you'll die for nothing ( Read more... )

i love her so much, but when we fight i can be such an asshole sometimes ( Read more... )

buuuulllllshhittt ( Read more... )

well the days keep ticking away till i can see my love again....but then thats it. whenever i get home the days will start ticking by again till i have to leave again.....its a vicious cycle, but you know what i was born for this job, as much as i hate parts of it, its what i do and im good at it, ive been told that my attitude will take me far. ( Read more... )

ive come to accept now that my life is always going to be struggle, no peace only conflict...its just wierd this job, this lifestyle.....people talk to eachother about their problems or things that piss them off, only problem is most of my freinds could never even compehend this type of lifestyle or its sacrifices.....wo who do i talk to? its not ( Read more... )

people are so fucking fake.....damnit ( Read more... )