Almost a year since last I wrote here. The magic and madness of facebook tore me away. I must say I don't get as much from facebook as I did here. It just seems empty in a way, like looking into shop windows but never going in. Perhaps that is the future of communication.

I always seem to come back to writing when I am down. I guess it is my therapy ( Read more... )

So now it has been 3 years since I gained remission. I look back on the pictures and I wonder who that person is. It certainly isn’t me. It’s funny the sense of detachment. Perhaps it was once me but it isn’t now and that person doesn’t exist anymore. I am only the version of me right now. That said all those moments, all those people have made me ( Read more... )

 I never seem to write here anymore. Perhaps I have tired from baring my soul online or maybe I'm just too busy. Many things have been changing in my life ( Read more... )

There is so much in this world that I do not know, that I will never see and probably wouldn’t understand if I did. We all have a piece of life. We all have our niche, the spot in which we create our story. Where we feel, where we experience. Where we get hurt and where we laugh. It is inevitably a limited place, but that is okay, because we are ( Read more... )

So damn happy. I've been really stressed out lately due to my finances. Centrelink cut me off 4 weeks ago and I've been waiting for my mother's tax return to come through to get money again. It has been really hard and my savings are pretty much gone.

Today life decided to help me out. I got a scholarship for the rest of my degree. I 'll still have ( Read more... )

Blah. Uni is hectic. I keep getting sick. I think it is the weather/going around/dirty uni student/stress. I'm not going to die or anything just sneezy, headachey and occasionally vomity ( Read more... )

I have now finished my second week back at uni. I'm feeling really good. Now that I actually have some sort of purpose to my life everything else seems to be falling into place. My sleeping and eating habits have normalised, I'm feeling healthier and just plain happier. I find my course to be both challenging and interesting. Well, at least more so ( Read more... )

I tried to be good. I went to bed early. Then I woke up after four hours. I am still wide awake an hour later and need to get up in around 3 more hours... Tomorrow is going to be a long first day back at uni.

After such a long time of waiting many strings are pulling together. Time is marching on and life is happening. I have been in such a vacuum. Emotionally, physically. Now things are happening and my brain has thoughts and words again. I have been drudging through life for so long. I am now at a destination. Things are happening ( Read more... )

I am feeling really good. I just came back from a 45 minute bike ride. I rode 7.7km around the suburbs according to Google maps. I am feeling really good and strong. Last month I was able to ride 4.7km in 30 min. I am getting faster and I can ride for longer. I definitely need to keep up all the good work. Physiotherapy has put me in the best ( Read more... )