In fact, you don't know how much i desperately want to talk to you, it's just that often, one of us ends up hurt. And right now,.. I don't know. I thought the live from "love actually" was fitting, suitable even, yet if I did hurt you, i'm so very sorry.
I wouldn't email now, even, I thought you'd email something back first, in fact I wished you ( Read more... )

I had gone to bed at 4:30, or so. At 7am, the phone rang in the dinning room. It was my life on the phone, I was barely awake. But, it shook me up all of a sunden when it said on the phone: "Hi, Monsieur Nadeau? Monsieur Frederic Nadeau ?" and I said: "Oui, c'est moi, qui es-ce?" (uh, it's me who is that ? ) and the calm voice ( at work at 7 am ( Read more... )

                 "Why am I despising you when I'm about to change your life? From now until the end of your days there will be before this moment and after it, and they will be separate ages for you Just as they are for me. [Woodrow's thoughts and then announces to Justin his wife was killed...]Woodrow was still watching Justin. The coward in him ( Read more... )

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Sometimes life hits you in the face...Hard. I just thought things would go better, eventually; and, everytime I seem to think something like that, they don't ( Read more... )

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Can't live without them, they make you realize you're worth something, that your life hasn't gone unoticed. I saw both my best friends today, and they've been more than joyful and happy and all, of course all except anything about Joe. I should just live in Shawinigan for the rest of my life, at least I'm thinking about it,... but seriously except ( Read more... )

Since i wrote a novella last page i might as well keep it short tonight. Joe is receding, which means the meds are working, and i probably don't have cancer, which the scan will tell. I've also lacked some sleep last night and was trying to figure things out today, but as my brother mentioned ( his only advice ) there are other fishes in the sea. ( Read more... )

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Wow life speeds like lightning, (did you know lightning actually rose up from the ground ?)and last but a second. Sometimes it is shorter than one might think. We may leave this world in all sorts of ways. This time I thought I could have been done. Kaput, finito, fini, la fin, the end. I had no idea this could be like this. I entered the doctors ( Read more... )