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First seeing pictures of Al my mom sent me 3/2/15
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Nov 9 2014 "Boys like singing. It's sexy."
With Pat, I had to detach from things like children and marriage.
Nov 12 2014 He asked the daughter, and the daughter looked down when she answered No. She had to go home with her mom. She looked like she was about to cry ( Read more... ) -
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It is an extremely effective treatment for anxiety, he points out. People who do it report it's "like popping a balloon." There's an immediate release of tension.
It serves "an important defense-distraction," adds Federman. "In the midst of emotional turmoil, physical pain helps people disconnect from intense emotional turmoil." But the effect lasts ( Read more... ) -
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DEBORAH: Hi. This is Dr. Deborah Rose. I'm a psychiatrist in Palo Alto, and I've been treating post-traumatic stress disorder for 40 years. And I'm concerned that one major factor that leads to personality disorders, as they're called, is being omitted from this discussion and basically from a great deal of American psychiatry, and that is the role ( Read more... ) -
Getting apology voicemails from boys
again. I'd like to join the radical feminists and step out on men forever. Here is the reason why:
"In contemporary patriarchal culture, a panoptical male connoisseur resides within the consciousness of most women: They stand perpetually before his gaze and under his judgment. Woman lives her body as seen by another, by an anonymous patriarchal ( Read more... ) -
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from Anaïs Nin’s "Collages"
“You know, my dear Judith Sands, I am not here to frighten you, or violate your privacy. I am not a man visiting a woman. I am a man with a profound love of words. In the words of the Talmud: ‘Kaka’ tuv … It is written.’ I know you do not like strangers; but, just as you are no stranger to me, I cannot be a stranger to you because I feel that, in a ( Read more... ) -
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"Pyramids, although everywhere in bad repair, are not in the usual sense ruins. That is, they are not simply relics of civilizations that have gone out of business, of concern only to archeologists, historians, and those who spend the present jacking off the past." Tom Robbins, Still Life With Woodpecker -
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"In an attempt to restore order, a well-known yogi, a Care Fest delegate, strolled onto the platform. He assumed the lotus position. He beamed. Serenely, meticulously, he took a cobweb apart, then put it back together. (There were no parts left over.) He swallowed three butterflies, then burped them up unharmed. Only that portion of the crowd ( Read more... ) -
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this new consciousness
by which you are dwarfed
-the music tapes