I'm so sick of college. I mean, first off, they are always hitting me up for money. Last semester I spent over 300 dollars on books, and when I tried to get my money back they were literally offering me like 30 cents for some of my books that I had paid like 20 dollars to get. Its fucking ridiculous, especially since I KNOW they are going to be ( Read more... )

God its so weird sometimes being so god damn self aware. I feel like lately by some cause or another, possibly self induced, I have been having what would best be described as ephemeral, fleeting, philosophical feelings of grandeur/oneness. It happens in the slightest of ways, the quickest most unexpected fever that washes over me and is gone.

we queried our informants unmercifully about the names of their grandfathers, their grandfathers' brothers, and so on, only to be told by some that they could not even remember the name of their father. One middle-aged man finally became impatient with us and exclaimed: "Do you think we bandy the names of our dead around as if they were children, ( Read more... )

So I've been learning to play the guitar. Most of what I've learned has been Bob Dylan songs (Chimes of Freedom Flashing, It Ain't Me, Babe) and Neutral Milk Hotel (King of Carrot Flowers, Two Headed Boy, Aeroplane Over the Sea). I've also written some songs. Some of them are really lame, and some of them are really funny, like this one about ( Read more... )

I don't think its necessary to really explain everything, but I can sufficiently say I have had a very tumultuous and stressful couple of months. Actually, its sort of been going on for about half a year. What with my existential crisises, romantic issues, and educational/financial woes only adding to my problems, I've been considerably stressed ( Read more... )

People change but I never thought it could be so quick. Now I find I'm the one thats changing, constantly. One moment I swear I could want nothing more than polygamous freedom and sexual experimentation, the next I would give everything for a shot of happiness and monagomous security. Shit I don't know what to do with myself, I'm so confused, ( Read more... )

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Last night I got crunk and went to a sockhop at the american legion. It was actually one of the coolest things I've been to in a really long time. Everyone was dressed up like it was the fifties and there was a bunch of fifties music and dancing. By the end of the night I was doused in sweat from dancing so much, but it was so freakin awesome ( Read more... )

Man I'm an aggressive annoying asshole fuck. My thoughts move so much faster than my words, I'm pissed off at myself for not being able to elaborate on how pissed off I am at myself.