1.Opening Credits: Blink 182- The Anthem (Part 2 ( Read more... )

Have you ever looked at a payphone for 2 hours hoping that when it rings good news will follow? I have. That was my Tuesday night. I was searching for a place to stay and the realization that if i couldnt get a ride to RU then i would be stranded walking around Somerville for 9 hours til Dan could get to me was sinking in... I wound up walking up ( Read more... )

the two songs below have been my inspiration the past week. they are beautiful songs and wonderfully mixed by paul oakenfold and dj tiesto.... but they got me thinking a lot about my past and my future... my senior year in high school i weighed 135 and i mean minus the tone i had a great body but i was too damn self conscious to appreciate it. now ( Read more... )

i know its been a while since i did this so here ya go...


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yay im 20. wow. 20. odd... anyway.... so yeah my b/f is suckin it up today bigtime... hasnt even told me happy f-in b-day yet! yeah you see the time stamp... almost 1 in the afternoon and he was gonna "spend all day with me" um helllooo the day started a while ago! and hmmm where is he? oh hes exactly where i thought hed be in his goddamned bed ( Read more... )

ok so if i dont get to update tomorrow happy b-day to me!! 20 and without a clue!! woo-hoo! hmmm lets see what else. oh yeah i love my parents. no sarcasm (for once) i do. they have been really supportive lately and i love them to death for it. i only hope i can make them proud... sigh. b-day celebration plans... tomorrow thai dinner with the ( Read more... )

life is fun... riiiight... looking for a real job... yippie. hate my work hate everything surrounding me. wishing death upon a certain skank i used to associate myself with because she is a dirty dirty whore. wanting to get better (damn cold! i hate flu season!) happy cos i saw rich and he wasnt hostile. tired now. going away.

1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? thought about joining the navy... became homeless ( Read more... )

heres an update. most of you know my biggest news so it wont be posted here for security purposes... but lets see. homeless again. yay. looking for a place in PA to live most likely with dan as soon as he feels its ok to leave his home. i dont know about the navy given the circumstances that like i said wont be posted here. technically engaged... ( Read more... )