i don't even know how to describe how i feel right now. overwhelmed, lonely, selfish... i go round and round in my head about things that i should have done or said that could've somehow improved our current situation. but i find nothing substantial. whisps of a long gone plan sifting through my fucking fingers... and dissapearing like smoke ( Read more... )

life without the internet sucks. how did we live without it all this time ( Read more... )

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ok, i forgot about this: http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y57/saillas/tvsleep.jpg

friggin cute. see folks. this is why kids are cool. :)

was very very cool... but hectic ( Read more... )

ok, i'm just gonna make a list here to save time ( Read more... )

mollie... have you ever seen regional swelling after someone's had a really bad case of poison ivy?

long story...

anywho. taking my dreds down. they died. still have no job. still turning in apps all over the place. no luck. miles is still cute.
ummm. nothing else to report?

oh dear god in heaven (or where-ever he happens to be at the moment) i'm having another boy... that's it! these tubes are most definately getting tied...sigh. i asked willie's mom how she felt knowing she was having ANOTHER grandson. she just laughed. said 'hell... i had three boys and now i've got three grandsons... so outta all my kids... what is ( Read more... )

did i ever mention that my name (renee) means 'reborn'? i swear sometimes mama cursed me when she named me after that song...
oh, i guess, for those of you that don't know, i was named after the song 'walk away renee' by left bank.

anywho, i only mention this because of this:


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tehehe... my sis had these posted, so i had to... (i cheated and filled in the first one by hand!) :)