You know there is nothing better then being in my house drinking ice tea and playing my blood on the tracks record at full volume. I have only met one other person in my 4-plex but I hope they all love bob dylan.

I have been having one of those months.......it seems my life has turned upside down and turned to crap in a matter of weeks. The thing is it was not a slow decline. This blindsided me. My boyfriend of over a year came and visited me. He got into grad school here and told me that he couldn't wait to come here and start a life with me. he talked ( Read more... )

I don't know why I do it, I don't know what forces me to react like that. I want to be there I feel that I am losing him and I want to die. So in some sort of jealous rage i get upset at him I get mad. btu what he doesn't know is that he is the best thing that has ever happen to me and i am so scared so scared that I will lose him. I feel sad ( Read more... )

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I cried for the first time as a graduate student yesterday. The leaving graduate student told me that it was common especially when you first start. I just felt completely useless, like I was the worlds worst grad student. My adviser simply called me into his office and told me a list of things that I should be doing that I am not. Including ( Read more... )

SO my graduation We are having a hug party, my brother is graduating too, SO very very large party on june 4 at wilson park in milwaukee, if you want to come... COME! and bring a friend the more people the merry. It is gonna be so much fun. Just tell me you are comming and I will make sure there is enough food ( Read more... )

It is warm out and it makes me really want to play with sidewalk chalk, this could be spawned from the fact i stole a piece out of one of my class room today.. ...... I want to draw pictures that make people happy as they walk over them

that way if the next three weeks of tests doesn't got well i can become a sidewalk artist

my email isn't working, well it worked for like a second and then stopped. supremely frustrating. I wonder if everyone is having problems or does the computer just hate me ( Read more... )

I am crazy, sometimes, well most of the time.....
I just get scared, that I am not liked, That people will wake up one day and say wait I don't like her. I just feel taken for granted.

I know it is dumb, it could be hormonal.

I am in love
with this wonderful boy
with life
with my friends
with cookies
with everything