Charleston was beautiful. We had a really good time, but the first morning we were there didnt go quite as planned. it was a monday and we didnt realize how many things were closed/opened late. also, sunday night ken got roped into signing up for basically a "time share presentation". the only reason ken did it because you got free tickets to stuff ( Read more... )

i had drinks with shannon and john cangany last night. it was good to see them but unfortunately brought up a lot of old island press feelings. they were pretty surprised when i told them that i havent heard anything from maureen since i left, which is pretty much bullshit. i think near the end she really liked ken better than me. if that's the ( Read more... )

i'm so terrified of fucking up at my job that i'm giving myself headaches. i have screwed up a few times, nothing major but it just ups my nervousness factor that much more. plus i feel like the cool kids will never like me. and it also just makes me want to crawl back to island press ( Read more... )

Everything changed. Again ( Read more... )

if i had a time machine i would go back in time and say no to this job. filemaker pro sucked at island why would it be any different this time around? in the future i am only taking EASY temp jobs. no more challanges for me ( Read more... )

another weekend over already. *sigh ( Read more... )

ugghhhhh christmas. i tell everyone that christmas is a low key holiday in my family, which is true. but somehow i always forget that mental illness likes to make special guest appearences, int he form of my father's youngest brother ( Read more... )

i've got another hour stuck up here waiting for the phone to ring so that i have something to distract me for 20 seconds. on the up side, there is a window! what luxury ( Read more... )

ben told me he started drinking 8 glasses of water a day and i got pretty close yesterday. i am half way through my first glass now. i hope it changes my life like he said. i figure the gays know everything when it comes to that shit so why not listen? especially since we're going to adopt an asian child together later in life ( Read more... )

i wish i had the attention span of not a goldfish. it would make life much easier ( Read more... )