I've had enough of doctors and screwing around with affording medication and filling prescriptions. Today has been a giant pain in the butt, and I'm done. It's a huge, long story, but for years now, every time I want my prescription filled I have to jump through hoops. Now, this wouldn't be so bad, but without the pills I get unbelievably sick. I ( Read more... )

Oh, and Denver and I are getting another kitty. He's a little grey and white boy from my mama's. We're naming him Link.

I don't really have much of a desire to write anything at the moment, but I feel like I should occasionally post something positive here ( Read more... )

I miss my dad.

Seriously. Our rent is way to high to deal with this bullshit. I don't even know what to do. I feel like I'm going to barf and I can't even open a damn window because it's so fucking cold out ( Read more... )

I'm so bummed. Denver did/planned nothing for Valentine's Day. No flowers, no Teddy bears, not even a card. Nothing.

I feel really hurt by this.

He got mad at me because I cried and it made him feel bad. He didn't even give me a kiss before work.

Yeah.

I can't believe it's been 6 months since I lost my dad.

I have so many things I want to write about, but this is all I can think. 6 months. He has been gone for 6 months.


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  So, I'm pretty sure getting my car fixed is going to cost me a million dollars. Well, it might as well. I think I'm looking at something in the $500-700 range. FML.  Basically, I'm praying that Denver's credit is good enough to get us a payment plan, because if not, I'm out of a car for a while. Driving with no brakes is a bad idea ( Read more... )

My heart is broken.

My whole world is broken.

I miss my dad. 

Last night I had the worst dream I've ever had in my life. Up until now the worst dream I'd had was finding my father dead. Last night I re-lived the entire experience of the morning of his death with the added bonuses of not only watching him die, but being the cause ( Read more... )