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I found out today that the morning my dad died he sent a text out to the people he worked with saying that he wasn't feeling well and would be late. This was at 9:30 in the morning. About an hour later I found him ( Read more... ) -
My dad is dead.
I can't stop researching scary CPR stories, Congestive Heart Failure signs and symptoms and the way the body looks after death. I just need to know that there was nothing I could have done, that he had been dying and was dead when i found him. Rationally I can sit down and list all the things that had been odd recently with him, and I can take into ( Read more... ) -
Unreal.
I can't believe I'm sitting here reading my father's obituary. This isn't real, this isn't real, this isn't real.
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I don't know what to do.
I keep saying that I don't know what to do, but I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do ( Read more... ) -
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I'm feeling down today ( Read more... ) -
I don't know anything anymore.
I don't know what to do. I don't know what decisions to make or where to go. I have a million different directions I could go right now, and I don't know if any of them are going to lead me to where I want to be.
I'm just so scared I'm going to end up trapped in a life I don't want. -
Things kind of suck.
I'm not dealing with this sadness well.
I'm drunk.
Fuck.
I'm so glad I have Denver here. -
Oh, my life.
I've decided to start keeping a list of reason I am single...aside from the obvious ones, of course. I can think of a few now, but I'm just going to start with this one and add as my awkward stories pile up and as I recall the hilarity of my past ( Read more... ) -
Year of Yay!
Oh no, I have the hiccups! I think that's going to make this a short entry ( Read more... ) -
A whole bunch of nothing
I have nothing of importance to update here. Really, I accomplished so very little today, but it was nice. I got all of my paperwork and assessments ready and done for tomorrow, picked a reasonably business-like outfit, and spent some time watching football with my dad. I enjoy Sunday's at the Hughes house. We're not overly religious in any sense, ( Read more... )