I want to send out more snail mail, which means I need addresses. I know a ton of you have moved and a few of you are working on moving, so over the next few weeks I'm going to try to update my address book and try to get all of you organized!

Today was horribly uneventful, but I suppose I shall update anyway. I'm beginning to enjoy winding down the day with some LJing. I really can't believe how much of my life this damn page has seen! Really, I've had it since high school!! So much drama, silliness, so many boys....man. I don't think that I'd ever really wan to go back and reread what ( Read more... )

So far I'm really loving 2013. It started out a little shaky with the whole Cooper argument thing, but we talked it out and he apologized, and I can tell that what he had to say was completely genuine. It was really nice to hear the things he said to me. I know I'm a complete emotional wreck sometimes, but and he knows he's a completely insensitive ( Read more... )

Today was a damn good day. Really, 2013 seems to be falling into places quite nicely. Yes, Cooper and I had some arguments and I spent some time crying, but today we actually talked about it for a while. It's really rare for him to show emotion and vulnerability, and it was really nice to have that conversation. He told me that I needed to cheer up ( Read more... )

What do I want to do in 2013 ( Read more... )

The cats in the house seem to be doing well, and we've gone over 24 hours without a death...so, ok. I gathered some kitty toys and have been trying to encourage play...which unfortunately seems to only happen around 3am...and the cats seem to be adjusting to indoor-only life. Even the cats that had never been in the house before seem to be ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I can't do anything. I sat on the chair in the living room and pet the cats...those who are left...for a few hours and cried.

The kitties inside seem to be doing OK. I feel like they know something is wrong. The whole vibe of the house is off.

We brought in a few extra food dishes and put another litter pan down for them.

I keep going ( Read more... )

We know who and we know how and there's nothing we can prove ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. At all. I've been up all night. I fell asleep for about an hour and woke up sick. I couldn't handle the silence so I turned my TV on and tossed and turned all night.

Merry fucking Christmas. 

Ok, it is time for me to stop being the crap-version of me that I've let myself settle into.

Goals:

-Stop being so fucking afraid of screwing up or trying something that doesn't turn out as you expect.

-On the same note, stop being afraid of letting things change. You're miserable, why wouldn't you WANT change? What the crap, Sarah.

-Like myself. If ( Read more... )