i thought this picture was a mistake.
i went to delete the red-eye.
when i found out it wasn't red-eye.
take a look...
sorry, it's big.


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i thought this picture was a mistake.
i went to delete the red-eye.
when i found out it wasn't red-eye.
take a look...


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it seems that by losing me as a friend you gained ones that are better for you.
more like you.
better people and better friends.

so for that, maybe i should be happy that we aren't friends anymore.
at least you got something great out of it.

and all i have to say is this:
FUCK YES.

but, to elaborate.
a band i love, 12 step rebels, recently used MY pictures on their myspace
and offered to guestlist me whenever they come back to CA
so that i can take pictures from the stage.

and they are coming back in october...
with Tiger Army...
on HALLOWEEN.

damn.
i'm already excited.

I got home from work and started writing.
All of a sudden it's 2am and im still writing.
Here's the product.

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for some stupid reason i just got done watching it.
i dont know why i would watch that movie today.
it only made me feel worse.
only made me wish that love wasnt just something that happened in the movies.
im feeling so down about love.
i dont know why.
i just wish that things worked out the way i wanted.

oh well.
whats new.

to be honest, there are a few things in my life that i could be upset and worried about right now.
but im not.
because i dont have any worries after a night like tonight.
hanging out with good friends.
seeing an AMAZING show
and coming back home at 3 am
bruised, sore, and with some hilarious new memories.

tonight was a good night.
<3

the sun is shining.
my chia-bart is growing nicely.
im hanging out tonight.
im feeling good.

to be honest,
theres nothing more that i could want.

some things are hard to swallow
this lump in my throat is one of them.

its only when we've lost everything
that we're free to do anything.