i dont know what switched
i dont know what made it possible.
but that feeling.
the butterflies
the anticipation.
the disappointment.
its gone.
theres a gap where those feeling used to be.

and its slowly filling up
with hope
and excitement for the future.
i dont know what switched
but it feels amazing.

the truth is,
i miss the way we all used to be.
i wish i was 14 again.
i wish things were easier.
and i wish i didnt have to be so responsible.

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why havent i told them?
i guess i dont really know how to say it.
but i know ill have to.
trouble.

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i spent the last three hours restoring an old bike that i found in a chicken shack.
why?
...im not sure.
but it was fun and my bike looks amazing.
i guess thats all that matters, right?

aquabats on friday
im very excited.

the end.

uhhhhh

...what?

sometimes you just have to calm down
take a breath
and realize
you cant miss
what you never had.

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