Hey i finally have internet! i have a my space now but i don't know how it works so it's really pointless at the moment. i'm so bad with computers and shit it's not even funny. i can't even work my calculator let alone a computer. any ways. it's been a while. i'm here in Ptown. it's getting so much better up here. i'm actually starting to really ( Read more... )

So does any one write in LJ anymore or has My space taken over? I tried to get a my space account but me and my stupid computer messed it up so now i can't get one. oh well. so yeah i've had no connections with the Eugene half of my life. I don't really know whats going on here anymore. P.town is getting better, the people up there are cool and i ( Read more... )

so i'm leaving for portland in a little bit. i think i've really fucked up my next 6 months! it's all my fault i've just gotten my self into a big mess, even if i go for half a year when i come back things are going to be different. all the people i know will have had a half a year with out me, my classes are not going to mach up and i'm just going ( Read more... )

i'm going to portland to run the portland to coast. i'm really scared! i actually don't have to get nerves yet cuz i'm not running tell 2am tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

i almost had a break down at morning doubles today! my mom came and was like freaking out because she thinks i'm over worked. she wanted to tell jeff to make my work outs easier! i got really mad and told her to stop controlling my life and that she did not understand what i was doing and to just go home! now shes mad at me. which is understandable ( Read more... )

how do you hang out with friends who hate each other? i can't split my self in two, i can't just forget about the friends i've now forever, i can't just leave you guys after all we've been through. i don't know what to do. i can't stand hearing about how much one person hates the other one!

so i'm back from camp! i don't know if it's good to be back or not but i guess it's nice to see my friends. camp was awesome! i had so much fun! it was amazing. i got to know all these people really well. i'm going to have such a huge going away party now! it's going to be great! k well i really don't want to leave now that i've gotten so close to ( Read more... )

i'm going to camp! i'm going to camp! i'm such a loser i'm going to running camp. but it's cool we're going to have so much FUN! i'm so happy i'm leaving. i really need to get away. but i'm a little scared i always get scared when i go away from home and the people i love! like my friends! i'll miss you guys. k well i have to go pack! see ya all in ( Read more... )

is it just me or has a lot happened with in the last two months. or i guess a lots happened over the whole year it just seems like our live are all going through dramatic changes all at once! like all our families decided to all fall apart at the same time! a communal fall! well i guess it makes it easier when were all going through similar things ( Read more... )

yesterday was one of those days that reminds me why i wanted to leave.i only have then when i'm around the people i love. it's weird. the people i love hurt me the most i guess that works. for a second i was glad i was leaving i even thought about never coming back. because i knew if i came back i would just be putting my self through the same pain ( Read more... )