so things have kinda stopped! well my mind just has not had time to think about everything so it's been good! i almost got my self into an emotional break down but i called ponce and it made it go away ( Read more... )

i don't know what to say! i'm so lost. i've written and erased my sentence like 5 times now. i can't put it all in words. whats wrong with me. whats wrong with the world. why can't life go back to when it was simple and sweet!

there is so much anger inside me right now i think i could kill something and not even give a shit! i fucking don't care! i know it's all my fault i mean everything is my fault at the end of the day! i try so fucking hard to do the right thing and make everyone happy but in the end i just mess everyones lives up for good ( Read more... )

i'm such a loser!

just got back from a long boring family trip! it's amazing how much i can't stand being with my family! well things are going to change soon so i guess i wont have to worry about it any more.

i'm hoping the rest of my summer is crazy so that i don't go back to school feel like my summer sucked!

have not updated in a while. i feel cute off like no one wants to tell me whats going on. i'm stuck in my own little world where no one want to come in a talk with me. i've lost all my connections with the real world. whats wrong with me? why can't i help? why can't i be a friend to ( Read more... )

break my heart do it now! why do you have to keep supporting my dreams when really you know they will never come true. it's better to tell the truth then to lie. lying just makes it hurt even more. it's better to break a heart with the truth! i though i could trust you. but i'm not going to be mad at you i should be mad at my self because i should ( Read more... )

i used to want to be an actor tell i found that i really wanted to be the roll he was playing ( Read more... )

so my life is back to it's confusing state. one minute i'm going the next i'm staying. oh well i'll just try to stay on the right road through life. if there is a right road ( Read more... )

"A girl died in 1933 by a homicidal murderer. He buried her in the ground ( Read more... )