blah.

I srsly feel like I'm dying.

and my fucking doctor STILL HASN'T CALLED ME BACK!
GRRRRRRR.

I'm debating going to the hospital.
I HATE THE HOSPITAL.
But...I'm in so much pain that I'm almost willing to go if it means that the pain will go away.

almost...

So I still haven't passed out in ages. It makes me happy. I mean, I get CLOSE to passing out, but don't actually lose consciousness. :-D. My kidneys, however, are being absolutely RIDICULOUS (REDICULOUS, MUAHAHAHA). They hurt. REALLY BAD. I have painkillers, but I don't like taking the painkillers for more than one day in a row. I'm scared of ( Read more... )

OMFG, my fucking kidneys are FALLING OUT. Ok, well maybe not falling out, but they hurt SO FUCKING BAD.

AND Ivana left for Bosnia today.

*cries*

My doctor thinks I have kidney stones. I have to go get a CT scan on the 18thto see if I do. I'm tired as fuck. I've been throwing up a LOT. I think it's just nerves though. When I get nervous/anxious/upset I throw up ( Read more... )

I got my first migraine in months today.
:(

I know it's too soon to be calling Mestinon a miracle drug, but goddamn, I feel better than I have in ages! Dr. Meador (my neuro) prescribed it to me for my POTS/NCS. It's a Myasthenia Gravis drug, but apparently works for orthostatic hypotension. I feel like the old Sara again! WHEEEEEEEEEE! Mestinon fucks up my stomach a lot more than it normally ( Read more... )

Went to the Neurologist today. For the first time ever, in the history of going to the neuro, I didn't pass out when the did the poor man's tilt table test (they lay me down and take my bloodpressure, then stand me up really fast and do it again)! Though, I did pass out in the hallway while walking to the room. Eeeh, can't win 'em all. He upped my ( Read more... )

I feel like there are hot pokers stabbing into the base of my skull and down where my neck meets my shoulders. My head feels too heavy to hold up. I am becoming a bobblehead. Beware.

:-p

I think my kidneys are acting up. My skin hurts. And yes, I'm a whiny bitch.

Joy.

So we definitely caught it before it turned into cancer, which is awesome ( Read more... )