Tonight is Marc's party. I guess it's officially back on. Actually I don't think it ever got officially cancelled, but not many other people know that it happened. I've been down all day. Of course, I woke up in time for work even though it is Saturday...I wish I could sleep better, but that just isn't going to happen for me. I pretty much forced ( Read more... )

Well I didn't go lifting yesterday. I should have, but I didn't. I started drinking instead. I had a little to drink and then Larry called and said that Marc was going over to UFS to get the booze. I decided to go with them and We went in Marc's truck. As it seems his party is back on. I called Em before I went, but she didn't answer. She did ( Read more... )

There is a lot here the last two days so this is gonna be a long one ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was feeling like trash...I was so sad and depressed about everything that is going on...I don't know what I am going to do. Long before the day was over I wanted to drink bad. Not the best thing, but that's how it is...The day was just full of angry phone calls about things not getting done and of course it's my fault ( Read more... )

that's all I got...damn state cops...

How do I feel? Lately I can't seem to help how I feel...I would say that Jake has been trying to move in on Emily lately, but truthfully, he's never stopped trying...I know she doesn't want to have sex with him or be with him, but that he keeps trying even when Em and I were dating is pissing me off...Call it what you want, but when shit like this ( Read more... )

Yesterday, Zac came back into town...He was going to the Current River with his family, but he had a few hours that we could hang out. Its good to see him again. I really don't go to Chicago and he doesn't get back to Canton often...I think the last time was Mother's Day... He got a new tattoo that says "open your eyes" in Italian on his upper left ( Read more... )

A new day at work. It's Friday the 13th for the calendar challenged, and we got a full schedule at work. Not a single space open. It's been busy and it isn't even half way done yet. It's going to be a stressful day, but at least it's Friday. That's always a welcome thing ( Read more... )

Where to start with this one....Jamie calls me Tuesday and we eventually set it up that he will be at the house after I get off work and I can fix the exhaust on his truck. It turns out that it isn't after I get off work, because mom, dad, and I apparently are going to meet him in peoria for dinner and he is then going to come over and do it. This ( Read more... )

Well, I went lifting yesterday and I benched and it sucked. I struggled and got a single at 353 lbs raw and then I shirted and did four reps at 400 lbs but I didn't get it all the way down. I loaded up to 442 lbs, and touched, but I got it about 3 inches off my chest and that was it. I couldn't do it. Like I said, it sucked. I tried my old shirt, ( Read more... )