It's been a busy morning. A lot of people were calling in and some were just really stupid phone calls so I was starting to get pissed about the phone ringing and ringing. It was also cause I was trying to get our internet back online and they kept interrupting me. Ah well. Emily and I texted back and forth for a couple of hours this morning. She's ( Read more... )

I've been so diligent lately about posting on this thing, why stop now? I just found a size 54 Katana on e-bay and I put a bid on it. I put like $50 on it. It is supposedly new, so that is well worth the cost. There is someone else bidding on it, so I hope that I can win. It looks like it's orange, but who the hell cares if I can get a shirt that ( Read more... )

I went to see Transformers again last night. About 6 or so, I called Eric to see what's up and he told me that they were just about to leave town, so they met me at my house and picked me up....It was Eric, Marc, Larry, Trevor, and I riding to Peoria in Eric's new Neon...We went over to the Shoppes at Grand Prairie first because Eric wanted to go ( Read more... )

I didn't do anything last night, and that includes drinking. I wanted to, I wanted to not feel, but ultimately it will lead me to a place I don't need to go again. I just sat in my room trying to think about something else...didn't work too well ( Read more... )

End of another two week pay session and after the government takes their cut, I have ended up with $591.05. Not too bad, but that is still over $50 with the government. I am pretty much off work now and I don't know what I am going to do. I have money and I've been wanting to drink all day. That's probably not a good combination, but I just can't ( Read more... )

Last night a group of us went to Peoria to see Transformers. It was a really good movie. It was much better than I thought it would be. They didn't lean as heavily on graphics and animation sequences as I thought they would. There was a significant time spent developing characters and plot. I would recommend it. Marc, Cyrus, Kim, Emily and I went. ( Read more... )

The fourth of July came and went...I saw some fireworks from a distance, but I really wasn't in the mood for them. Guess I'm still a little down...understatement...I'm unhappy to say the least. I didn't have anything to drink last night...that's either good or bad, depending on how you look at it...I want to, but it's probably not where I need to ( Read more... )

Last night after work I got some texts from Emily. She was having a really hard day. She asked for her blades back and was going to meet me at Marc's house after her class to get them. She has been doing so well this past week considering the stress she has been under. I had hoped that Chris wouldn't yell at her, but when she told him he needed to ( Read more... )

Rewind to Saturday evening ( Read more... )

Emily called me about 7:30 to talk to me and probably to see how I was doing. She was coming back from Marc's house because she just dropped off a movie she borrowed so I asked to her to come see me. I wanted to see her to distract myself because I was about to start drinking another bottle of bourbon. I was out walking, so she actually beat me to ( Read more... )