Working away my life. Thats what the summer is going to be for me. At least it will keep me busy. Being at work is funny. lots of entertainment there. hehehe ( Read more... )

Yeah. so today was just about as horrible as it gets. I said goodbye to Matt, and had to practically hold my breath the whole time and i couldnt look him in the eyes or i would have broke down right there. but i successfully made it off the campus before i started bawling. driving with blurry eyes is difficult. thank god for sunglasses.

So the next two hours are the last of my dorm existence. I just ate my last meal at Bobs. alone. My room is mostly empty. just have to move out the last boxes, and my animals. I have to keep it together when i leave. I dont really know if i can though. Matt does not care about me that much. i just have to keep telling myself that or I'll break. I ( Read more... )

http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=index&cid=762&/?u

This is climbing up the charts to be the worst day of my life. oohh the horror....

go to the link. it will explain all.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||| 23% Stability |||||||||||| 43% Orderliness |||||||||| 36% Empathy |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||| 23% Mystical |||||||||||||| 56% Artistic |||||||||||||| 56% Religious |||| 16% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76% ( Read more... )

So happy news. I GOT A JOB FOR THE SUMMER!!! yahoo!!!!!! i'll be at the pool 40 hours a week this summer in the concessions booth. :) I was very happy about finally having a set-in-stone job for the summer and then i went to go tell my dad ( Read more... )

I dont know why I feel the need to use this thing. Ever since i realized that recording the things i did or how i felt could be extremly exposing i quit using my little diary. Maybe I just need to get it out. what is it?? who knows ( Read more... )

I can't wait for the semester to be over. I'm also dreading it at the same time. I dont want to live at home. Its not bad there, i just hate imposing myself on my family. they're used to me not being there, and i'm just expecting to drop in and live there for the next 3 months. ugh ( Read more... )

The past couple of days have been pretty decent. I think its mostly because I've kept myself busy. I'm working every day this week except for saturday and sunday. When I'm not scheduled at the caterer, I work at the photography studio...and there I set my own hours so this week I've gone as long as possible. When I'm working I think about the task ( Read more... )

This seems to be one of those days where you wake up in the morning and all you want to do is lay in bed and cry. For no apparent reason. ok, well there are reasons but are they really rational reasons ( Read more... )