Silence is what I crave. Death is my immortal sin. A beautiful suicide awaits me in time. Cigarette ashes will be my grave. Ashes to ashes. Dust to dust. It will be final. And complete in its misconception of hurt and agony. Nothing compares to the wanting of your final breath. A reflection of spirituality and the nothing I've become. A melody of
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I can't deal with life anymore. With the daily awakening and the nightly slumber. The pointless ritual of weighing yourself naked. The feeding of your stomach with pill after pill. Praying that you'll lose another pound by the end of the day with hours upon hours of exercise that leave you drained with cramping muscles. Watching yourself grow
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"fuck you because i loved you fuck you for loving it too i don't need a reason to hate you the way i do.." - Para-noir, Marilyn Manson Day 6
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So I've made a decision. I'm thinking of going back to school. High school that is. Scary thought for a 20 year old. [shudders] But I know I'll be good at English. Heh. Term papers. Oooh..Satanism..Marilyn Manson..Soo many choices..[drools]..Jesus..I'm excited! Heh. But soo many preps..Ick!!..Manson and I'll be just fine. Heh. I swear to god, if I'
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