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moving
i used to always want a livejournal, and i got this account back when you still needed an invite. that is why i got stuck with satans_kittie, a username that i don't relate to at all. but now my life is changing, and i am getting tired of being stuck to old identities. so i am moving to
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The power of choice...
If we are only what we choose, why is what we choose to be so different from what we want to be?
Everything is choice. -
Take a deep breath, take the plunge...
I just sent out and email to Kristy Mackiewicz.
Kristy is the Head Coach of the Sarah Lawrence volleyball team, and I recieved an email from her this morning asking if I was interested in joining the team. Most of you probably don't know, but I have been on the volleyball team at my school for four years, I believe. I've become particularly attached ( Read more... ) -
It takes a while to learn to live in your own skin...
I want a name that feels like it fits. Something that wraps around me and inside me until I feel as if it has always been a part of me. I want an identity, however temporary. -
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10 random, weird facts and/or habits about myself. I'm not sure how random they are, though, since they all seemed to lead into each other. Still, who can really be conciously random?
1) I am finding myself increasingly dependant on recieving praise from others and increasingly afraid of recieving criticism, whether voiced or simply thought. I ( Read more... ) -
(You Want to) Make a Memory
Shit.
It's only been a year since their last release, and Bon Jovi is already releasing another new album on June 19th. One of the tracks, (You Want to) Make a Memory was just blasted out on the radio yesterday, but only in the states. Today is the first time I have heard it in full and shit, it makes me want to cry.
two-thousand-seven rocks. I was ( Read more... ) -
the importance of discomfort
i have realized that i need conflict in my life. i need a sense of internal chaos, of fear, of panic. as uncomfortable as i am when these things are present, they seem to inspire me. it is only in the times of near insanity that i have my brief moments of clarity.
life this year has been strange. the first two trimesters of the school year were hell ( Read more... ) -
NEW YORK, NEW YORK!!!!!
NEW FUCKING YORK, HERE I COME!!!!!!
Do you know what this means?
It means my family and now are recently broke. It means if we had a buisness, it would go bankcrupt. [Read: I GOT ACCEPTED INTO SARAH LAWRENCE COLLEGE]
For those of you who don't already know SLC is my very selective, very (ridiculously) expensive FIRST CHOICE COLLEGE!!! And has been ( Read more... )
