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guilt about my family.
I feel like I don't spend enough time with my family. I feel like the family aspect of my life is passing me by and I'm just sitting here watching it. I really feel guilty about it. I feel like my family is falling apart, sort of, but I guess this is just what happens as you get older.. You go to school, your sister moves out to live with her ( Read more... ) -
what to do..
It really sucks when you realize you gave up your childhood dream so easily. The first thing you ever really wanted.. and you let it go for no good reason at all. Maybe that means you just didn't really want it that bad, some would say. Maybe so, maybe not so ( Read more... ) -
lots of stuff.
I decided to make an entry, because I haven't made one in such a long time and while I was at Tyrel's house he checked this and I was like, wow, haven't written anything in ages.. not that I really write anything worth reading apparently for anyone but Tyrel. I might as well have just called this My LJ About How Awesome My Boyfriend Is. anyways ( Read more... ) -
stupid job..
please don't think I'm a failure if I get fired or quit...
I kept my last job for almost 2 and a half years, and it was my first job, so.. I would feel like a failure if it came to quitting this one or getting fired... -
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there's no explaining it. there are some things in life you just know. -
TOMORROW!
.....& this weekend will be so awesome :) -
Writer's Block: Caring
who do I care about the most? Well, I believe it should be obvious that family comes before anything else, because they raised you, fed you, wiped your ass, changed your diaper, bathed you, and taught you a lot of what you know. They shaped you. Your mother pushed you out of a tiny little hole. But besides the obvious ( Read more... ) -
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It's funny... I used to not be able to get over someone as in like.. I always wanted people back and was upset that I lost them... but in this case, I can't seem to get it out of head how much I hate him and how much the thought of him just makes me sick.. and angry ( Read more... ) -
life is pretty good:)
so, seeing as I'm free tomorrow and Wednesday, I wrote on Dan's (my ex's) wall on facebook asking about going for breakfast or something. I don't know if he will get back to me or if he will want to, but I really would like to see him.. but I say I don't know, because last time we talked he was talking about his shyness/awkwardness/nervousness ( Read more... ) -
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then I see you standing there
wanting more from me
and all I can do is try
then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
but all I can do is try
thank you for caring about me. thank you for loving me for what I am. thanks for pushing me.
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