My wife went back to california at the end of August, there has been health issues with my FIL and MiL that she wanted to assist with.

So to keep myself busy, I decided to build stuff, paint rooms, and mess with Crown Moulding..again.

Folks,

April the 15th is coming! What makes this spring date so special? Well…

On April 15th, 1999, 19-year-old student Brad Fitzpatrick opened a new page in history - he registered the livejournal.com domain. And the most attentive will notice that almost 25 years have passed since then!

For the LJ anniversary, we’ve prepared a holiday festival ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's been 20 years since my first post.

So many years between posts - so many gaps, so many ups and downs and WTFs

I'm in Wilkes-Barre PA, lived here almost 4 years (coming up in a few weeks)

2nd new job since Chewy got me out here - bought a house, something that wouldn't have happened in California ever.

So much... another ( Read more... )

wow where to begin, so it's January 2020, yeah 2020

I'm awake...I can't sleep. I can't think. I can't breath. I can't live.

I met the most amazing woman way back when...so long ago, but yet not so long ago.

Yeah, I'm in love, and here is the scary thing...she is actually in love with me.

let that soak in

she loves me!

Why? Jesus who knows (pun/ ( Read more... )

So as usual I forget to post on my journal even though I guide people to write journals for self-reflection and therapy. Seems I don't do this because, well, I'm probably fearful of my own thoughts lately.

What has life done to me the past year or so? Ah, to list.

Amazon: New job, big money, hard work. I feel like I'm failing every single day. I ( Read more... )

So you get the call, the one you've been waiting for and you are unable to express the feeling ( Read more... )

You think you may have some control in your life, there is some sort of routine and things are not perfect but you are trying to make it good. Then out of nowhere it all changes and you're shocked, dismayed and then devastated. It's the worse feeling as you lose something you thought was a given, a constant as they say in math. Where you go from ( Read more... )

So this waiting for a response is painful, and with my brain I know at some point I'll give up on the optimism and just default to that wait for the other shoe to fall. I mean why expect anything else right ( Read more... )

How long before people will realize you're actually falling to pieces and are just putting up a front to seem like you're all together ( Read more... )

So I had an interview at Amazon today, it was difficult ( Read more... )