Yea here is my NEW journal that you can all add me too. its

onlyadream53 so there its where you can read about me now bye byes to satou

Jeez...I need a new journal. My hand feels all funny and these males in here are loud hehe. Anyways, yea forget the yahoo accounts for email ( Read more... )

Well yup a lot of you know now that I'm getting married. Kevin and I went and got his wedding band picked out today. Its soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful! Its silver and has little diamonds around it and its like I donno its just really pretty. I talked to his mom today, its so exciting ( Read more... )

Okay for those of you that still read this stuff (it was a naughty word but Berkes made me change it) and I haven't gotten a hold of you yet...TIM!!!! I just want you to know that in June you're going to come to Virginia and see me do something you all never thought I would do ( Read more... )

I would like to say Sarah (Searay) that you are right. We all need to stop being childish, even more so myself. I should be a mature adult in the Navy, but last night I acted like a child. Even if I was upset by what was done I was stupid to take it out like that. But, I can't say I was sorry, because I learned my lesson from it ( Read more... )

Okay, I got your little messages and comments. And I gotta say that you all are stupid. You tell me to go and move on and you act like its okay for him to go on but not me? I never said I wasn't in love with Jamie anymore. And you wanna know something else, Kevin even KNOWS that I'm still in love with Jamie. I've told him this already, its not ( Read more... )

Well, I'm sure that about everyone has read my last journal entry and thats okay. Things are done and over with...and I'll be okay. I'm just going to get over things in my own way, and I guess I've already started with the process ( Read more... )

Okay, well time to go and secure some phone numbers, take down some pictures, and blah blah blah all that dirty shit that I have to do. I'll take care of a lot of that as soon as I'm done venting in my journal. But right now, the phone numbers are getting deleted off my phone. I guess these are things I should have done a while ago...but oh well ( Read more... )

I'm here at the MWR checking my email waiting for the phone call from Kevin to meet him outside. I'm going with him, Chris and a bunch of people from V-1 to see it. I know that people are going to start rumors about us soon...I hate it. I can't talk to someone one on one without people saying shit ( Read more... )

I've heard that song all day...none stop on the radio, and then its on Jose's away message. So now its stuck in my head. No its not the one by Hanson either...lol...its the one by like Black Eyed Peas or something. It reminds me of Pensacola with Rose. I miss Rose, she hasn't talked to Becky or me since we both got here. I guess thats what ( Read more... )